"Now you're just somebody that I used to know..."

 

...shit song, shit lyrics, shit artist, just an appropriate song title for the current state of affairs.

We're about 4 days away from it marking 1 year since I last heard your voice. 

I remember the conversation well and I'll always remember you telling me you loved me through a wall of tears as we got off the phone.

It's something that's special to me.

Besides the fact I miss you that much it makes me physically ill, I'm actually doing pretty well. Theres been such an improvement from where I was 12 months ago. I'm well, I'm healthy, my quality of life is great and my prospects for the future, strong. It's amazing to wonder where I might have been if this had come earlier.

Absolutely late is better than never but it's still disappointing that so much has been lost to gain such insight.

I think of you, and I dream of you. It's more of the same in that department. These deep seeded feelings burned into my subconscious are too much to overcome on most days, but I live on. 

I hope you're doing well also.

I have no idea where you are or what's going on, but I do hope that you're prospering, and I cannot wait until the day that I get to see your gorgeous face again.

It's nearly time for the Bears to start again. I trust that you'll check up on them and send positive vibes each week as we vie for a Superbowl.

Also, Bleaque has ALOT in store between now and 2027. Stay tuned.