1 - You Chose Your Path, And I Chose Mine

 

Day 1:

I've finally created my blog. Well, blogs... I've decided to use my time as wisely as I can and I'm going to utilize the opportunity to address a few entrepreneur type avenues. I mean, why not right? No kids, no wife, no job, no car, now is the perfect time to just focus on me. 

After literally 12 months of mental turmoil, I have finally found peace. 

All the help and support that I've been leveraging has finally paid off and I'm at a point where I actually feel content.

Huh, content... such a foreign feeling for me...

Without doubt my life is at a crossroads. Is it a mid-life crisis? Potentially.

I can't help but feel like its significantly early for a "mid-life crisis", but I guess at 35 "mid-life" puts me at a cap of about 70, right? I think that sounds reasonable for me.

So, I guess that the idea that this is a mid-life crisis is unappealingly accurate.

So much has happened that you don't know about. 

I very much associate with the idea that I'm a lost soul.

Regardless, I push on and make the most of the little I have.

I can't help but feel an aspect of resentment towards my contentment.

It's crazy.

It's crazy that this couldn't have occurred 12 months ago...

Maybe things could have been different.

But I mean, whatever, right? You chose your path, and I chose mine.