I'm not sure exactly what to say...
I've been lost for words for a while.
I want to try to explain why, in case you're not aware...
I find everything between us to be suffocating, I know the love that lives between us but yet nothing ever happens and that's makes me feel suffocated underneath such emotions.
I hate the fact that you're just continuing with your piece of shit relationship. You continually give yourself up to someone who you yourself have said is an average partner.
Every single weekend I sink back into the abyss while you continue with your less than adequate 'physical relationship.'
It's disgusting.
I hate it.
It's not good.
My next court date is 3/12. I have 14 new charges to tag onto what already lived between you and me. I'm literally fighting to stay out of custody.
I still give you ultimatums and post things that are meant to make you question your current situation with the hope that you will come to your senses in one way or another... it never eventuates though, and you'll continually reach out without any plans to actually follow your heart. It's an unbelievably difficult situation for me. I fight between love and hate on a daily basis.
We could have the most incredible love story that's ever lived... We could have something that's better than any love story you can think of. Better than Romeo and Juliet, better than the Notebook, better than sleepless in Seattle. Our love and appreciation for one another is unlike anything that anyone has in life...
Look at people around you... look at Amy, look at GF, look at your own parents...
We have a love that is unlike anything.
Unlike anyone...
Unlike anytime...for both of our existence...
I see it and chase it...
You see it and hide from it because of your desire for "peace and harmony..."
With me, you'll embrace harmony in the long term.
With him, you'll enjoy temporary harmony, day to day, while you continue to "settle" for someone....
Wake the fuck up!!
Call me.
Text me.
Show me that you want to fight, that everything that's happened has not been for nothing...
I have fought for you hard, regardless of whether I've played it smart, I've fought hard for you. At what point are you going to come to the party?...
You and I have the opportunity to play out the most ridiculously convoluted love story that has ever been told...
Its special...
But the decision still lays with you.... I'm single... You, as far as I know, are not....
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